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One Fractured Mind



One Fractured Mind


The endless depths of the mind
Fractures tears
Memories
Plummeting to the bottoms
And then
Disappearing
Chaotic twists of fate
Nothing can be changed
At least not for now
So they say
Each day I awake
Sending my mind
Through the most rigorous
Of exercise routines
Until all cries for mercy
And yet it's not enough
And when nobodies looking
I cry to the heavens
WHY!
I just want to be normal
There are days when everything's
Good
And then there are days…
When all is wrong
I feel my self teetering on the edge
Of absolutely nowhere
God!
Please…
Bring me back

Sasa Smith © 2007
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